Monday, April 23, 2018

flash of panic

I just walked by Chen's bucket o' books spilling out.  In addition to the ACT books and the physics books, there are the R' Winder series books that she asked me to buy for her (but to my knowledge hasn't opened). 

I felt a sick feeling in my gut that the boys are never going learn Torah skills.

Immediately, I recognized it as the panic that periodically flares up for the unschooler.

I look forward to the day, decades in the future, when I can look back on this moment and know that either they did end up learning the skills, in their own way, in their own time, with great joy and efficiency.  Or that they never did pursue skills and yet still turned into admirable human beings who pursue Torah, truth, and growth.

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